I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #584 - A Session Today, Very Little Sleep, and Heart-Healing Accelerates - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Sunday, March 3, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

As I mentioned in my post yesterday, I went off property yesterday, Sunday, for the first time in...a long to time, months. I accompanied Sara on a trip to Maku'u Market, a local Sunday farmers market between Pāhoa and Kea'au. It rained pretty much the entire time we were out yesterday, so we both took umbrellas. Maku'u was remarkably busy for such a wet day. Sara had never been there, so I talked about the many and diverse items which could be found there across the various vendors as we walked around, perusing the many booths. The most interesting thing at the market for me are always the plants, and Maku'u often has plant collectors that have some quite rare species. The most interesting plant booth was run by a couple that recognized me, as they had bought plants from me a few years ago. They had some very cool rare fruit trees, that I was very tempted to buy. I chose not to buy anything, however, as I didn't have much cash on me, and there also wasn't much room in the car. I gave them my number, and they texted me so I'd have theirs too, because I definitely wanted to stay in touch. After the market, Sara and I talked in the car for a while as we ate some cheese tamales, before finally heading to Big Island Naturals, one of the local healthfood markets, so Sara could pick up a few things. This was the first fine I'd been to the Natch, as the locals call it, in over a year. I went in, but I didn't buy anything. After the Natch, we headed back to GaiaYoga Gardens and the jungle.

I'm glad that I went out yesterday, as I did enjoy myself. When we got back to GYG, I helped out with an issue with the generator, which had to be turned on because it was densely cloudy all day, and the solar-system batteries were at zero. After that I strained out kefir for my kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao blend, dropped a quart of it off with Sperry and Susie, the I decided to make a batch of my spicy popcorn. Sara made some yummy food, which we shared. She also nibbled on the popcorn, of course.

After eating, Sara went back to her place to dive back into her online work, and I headed back to the Flow House, to dive into my Hive tasks, catching up fully on notifications, a good round of token management, and of course compiling and writing my My 92nd Sunday Weekly Hive Goals and Progress Update: 2/3 Weekly Goals Exceeded, and 6,400 HP Surpassed!, which I was not able to get published until just before 2AM, which was way too late. I think I need to heavily downsize and trim those updates, because it just takes me too long to do them, and I don't usually get that much for them, so it's just not worth doing them in their present form. That's something that I'm going to be considering this week. Because I went to bed so late, I got very little sleep, which definitely doesn't feel great today, though I'm functional.

Because I have a session scheduled with Amelia today at 2PM, I skipped going to the Leadership Council meeting this morning, because I had to take photos for this post, which I didn't do yesterday due to the rain, and then write it. Given that Amelia is coming later than usual, I should have no trouble getting all my essential Hive tasks done before she arrives.

I've been talking about this challenging, back-and-forth process of working to heal my broken heart, and how I am beginning to connect and spend time with people more and more. I definitely feel significant things shifting, stirring, reconnecting, and reawakening within me. I've been remembering the times in my life when I flowed easefully and effortless with women, and how simply changing how I see myself has radically transformed my experiences and relationships with the women in my life. The most fun and fulfilling times in my life in relation to women were when I was fully embodying my playful, flirtatious, mischievous, naked, polyamorous, tantric, goddess-worshipping self, when I absolutely knew that I was attractive and desirable, and I exuded it out of every pore of my body. I experienced so much joy, and I took so much pleasure, in the glorious and exquisite dance of the Masculine and the Feminine, when I flowed in that manner. That part of me appears to be awakening in some way once again. As I've said, I'm still very much in an in-between place, but yeah, there's definitely movement in a good direction happening. I am thinking about adding another item to my 2024 Life Goals, with this in mind.

This morning, still feeling tired from the night before, and on little sleep, I started on my round of token management on Hive just after 8AM, then I completed @benthomaswwd's @heartbeatonhive contest, before getting out of bed to go make my superfood fire coffee, of which I gave a pint to Neva, and a quart to Sperry and Susie. After that was done, I stopped off at the Leadership Council meeting to deliver a message, then I went to take photos for this post, which took longer than I had hoped because the weather was only partially cooperation. The rain stopped, and the sun was peeking out here and there, so getting good shots took a lot of patience. Once taking photos was done, I headed back to the Flow House to write this post finally.

It's now just after 1:45PM, so a very good time to end this post, so that I can get a few important Hive tasks done before Amelia arrives for her session. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness, and do regular integral practices. 

3.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again. 

4.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

5.) Continue my work with Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, Bastyon, and other sovereignty-driven technologies, as well as learn relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute. 

6.) Get regular healing sessions with women flowing again. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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