I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #585 - My Broken Heart Is Healing, and Don't Give into Crypto FOMO - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Monday, March 4, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

The process of healing my broken heart, the very first item in my list of 2024 Life Goals, definitely seems to be speeding up, with internal shifts, reconnection, reawakening, and how I'm thinking and feeling, changing at an seemingly ever-increasing rate. With my sincere commitment and determination, and going outside of my comfort zone more and more often, I am healing my broken, wounded heart, for which I am exceedingly grateful.

I wrote yesterday that :

The most fun and fulfilling times in my life in relation to women were when I was fully embodying my playful, flirtatious, mischievous, naked, polyamorous, tantric, goddess-worshipping self, when I absolutely knew that I was attractive and desirable, and I exuded it out of every pore of my body.

That aspect, part, and dimension, of myself does seem to be reawakening and coming back to life, though at this point in my life, after my many extremely diverse experiences, heartbreaks, and lessons learned, its expression is now and will be different, being more integrated and whole, with far greater awareness, care, and discernment informing and infusing my choices and actions in connection with the women in my life. That's what came to me last night and this morning, and it feels more real and true than trying to bring back the same experiences that I had at that time in my life. Yes, I know I can experience this exquisite dance with women again, but this time around it will be more meaningful, fulfilling, refined, and elegant for all involved. I really like that, and it sounds and feels really good to me.

I mentioned yesterday, too, that I was thinking about updating my 2024 Life Goals, with the above in mind. As of today I can say that, yes, I'll be revisiting, reexamining, and updating these goals for the year very soon, hopefully within the next few days. I've found that having these goals at the bottom of all of these posts is very beneficial and useful indeed, because since I see them every day, they remain in my awareness, which definitely appears to be helping me with grounding them into actuality in my daily experience. Some of the new goals that I'll likely be adding are rather edgy for me, but I very much believe in living as authentically, genuinely, honestly, openly, and transparently as possible, so I feel that putting them here is an important step.

On another topic, as the fiat values of many, if not most, cryptocurrencies continue to follow BTC's rise, I'm hearing and seeing many people seemingly falling into the usual FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) trend that happens every time the crypto market rises markedly. I would simply point out that diving into acquiring crypto during these times of rising fiat values is the least beneficial time to do so. When is a good time to get involved? Yep, you guessed it, when the crypto market is low, and the fiat values of the various crypto assets are also low.

This is exactly what I've been doing every single day here on Hive, rain or shine, high market or low market, I don't care, I just keep showing up to build, grow, save, connect, post, and leverage the assets that I have to generate ever-greater growth. I don't pay much attention to the fiat values of HIVE or the various assets within its ecosystem, because I love and believe in this Blockchain, I see clearly what's possible for it, and as such I'm all in for the long haul here, as many of you know well. Soon I'll likely be given a very kind 'crypto thank you', which I will immediately invest into building and growing my account here to even greater heights. I believe that I'll reach orca level much sooner than expected, and whale level after that. YES, THANK YOU, AND MORE PLEASE!

In yesterday's post I mentioned also that I had a session with Amelia scheduled, so my main focus, aside from the session, was to get all of my essential Hive tasks done before Amelia arrived. She actually ended up getting here just before I finished, but since she knows me, and she wasn't in any hurry, she didn't mind me getting the last few things done while she waited. We started her session at 2:15PM and ended at 5:15PM, so a session of usual length for her. She left happy and grateful, which is music to my heart, and always my desire and intention.

After the session, I strained out kefir for my kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao blend, then dropped off a quart of it to Sperry and Susie. By this point there was only about half an hour until the community logistics meeting at 6:30PM, which I was planning to attend. I decided to make another batch of my spicy popcorn for the people in the meeting. I was much more animated and expressive in the meeting than usual, and many people loved my popcorn, which felt good. I worked on my Hive tasks and catching up on notifications through most of the meeting, otherwise I would have been starting to late if I waited until the meeting was over.

Once the meeting finished, I grabbed the quart of my kefir blend from the Landing fridge, then I made my way back up to the Flow House, to continue with catching up on my Hive notifications, on which I was not able to fully catch up, getting only to within 9 hours of being totally up to date. I did a quick round of token management, then I went to bed a little after 12AM, sleeping well until 3:30AM. Unfortunately I couldn't sleep well after that point, as much as I tried. So now I'm going on two days of not sleeping well. I started on another round of token management around 8AM, completed @benthomaswwd's @heartbeatonhive contest, then I got out of bed to go make my superfood fire coffee, of which I divied up and distributed some to Neva, Sperry, and Susie, since they're all loving it. I then took photos for this post, since I didn't get a chance to do it yesterday.

It's now just before 1:30PM, so a great time to end this post, so that I can get to my afternoon round of essential Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House in the later afternoon, to first take photos for tomorrow version of this post, and then land work, probably in the fenced garden. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness, and do regular integral practices. 

3.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again. 

4.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

5.) Continue my work with Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, Bastyon, and other sovereignty-driven technologies, as well as learn relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute. 

6.) Get regular healing sessions with women flowing again. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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