I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #589 - A Night of My Hive Routine Broken for Exquisite Human Connections - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Friday, March 8, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

The past few days, as the process of my broken heart healing has dramatically accelerated and gone immensely deeper, I've found myself questioning how I could possibly express in words the truly profound shift in my experience of myself, my life, and my connections with other poeple here, particularly with the women. Even though I'm pretty good at translating across domains, and expressing myself with language, honestly I'm almost at a loss for words. That's how massively everything has shifted in such a very short time, and in deeply beautiful ways, so much so that I find myself almost dumbfounded in awestruck positive shock, with energetic whiplash.

I gave a session to Harmony yesterday, her second one so far for her visit this time around (she'll be here for 2 months this time), which continued for a good portion of the day. We began the session slightly later than expected, around 1:30PM, and finished around 7:15PM, so quite a long session. Most of my sessions with Harmony are longer ones, as we have excellent rapport and trust, and she truly loves what I do. After we finished the session, Harmony asked me I was planning to go to the (new) weekly community potluck down at Tutu's. Usually I would have either not gone, or gone for only a short time, because I had my evening round of Hive tasks and catching up on notifications to do. Last night, however, especially with how incredible (even with little sleep) I have been feeling because of my extremely rapid and potent heart-healing experience, I decided to go. Not only did I stay, helping to make and also share food, but I ended up staying very late indeed, until almost 12AM, with my heart singing notes of joy with the many deeply sweet, warm, affectionate, loving interactions, touch, and connections that I experienced, most notably with several of the women. I was so very grateful that I decided to go, and that I chose to stay for so long.

After the potluck and a very sweet song circle afterwards, I went back to the Mana Hut (the women's dorm) with Tiger Heart, with whom I'd been sharing a surprisingly deep and easefully flowing connection. We shared lots of sweet and nourishing touch, conversation, and laughter, until the wee hours of the morning, over a few splifs (organic tobacco and locally-grown ganja/marijuana, rolled in hemp papers). As I touched her, and felt into her system, I also did a bit of body and energy work on her, which affected her beneficially in such a deep manner that she was quite in awe. Sapir and Eyza came into the Mana Hut a little bit later, laying on another bed, talking quietly with each other. Eyza already wanted a session with me, but after just the tiny bit of work that I did on Tiger Heart, Sapir and Tiger Heart are also now wanting sessions, as I expected. All I have to do is touch women for them to want sessions with me. Funny, but true. When I heal my heart, and I am in my full radiance and masculine potency, I flow very, very easefully with women indeed, both in terms of sessions, as well as my personal interactions, connections, and relationships with them.

It actually feels like my relationships and sessions with women are unfolding to a whole new, and vastly more fulfilling level, and for all involved. That is brilliant beyond words to me. I'm a solid, safe embodiment of the masculine who knows how to connect and flow with the feminine very well indeed, so it's an immensely fun, meaningful, and fulfilling experience all around, for me, and for the women with whom I share time, space, and connection.

I ended up leaving the Mana Hut, and saying 'good night' to Tiger Heart two other dear goddesses, just before 2:30AM, definitely waaaaaaayyyyyy later than I had anticipated, expected, or planned. When I got back to the Flow House, I was at a loss for what to do, as I had basically blown off my Hive tasks and catching up on notifications, all night, something that I have not done in over two years. The sweet human connections that I was sharing, however, took precedence, as I think they should. I tell people here all the time that life should always take precedence over Hive, regardless of how amazing it is. I listened to my own advice last night, and it was so very worth it! I did a few important Hive tasks, and a little token management, but I didn't get to my notifications at all, before finally going to bed just before 3AM.

So now, since I didn't do my Hive notifications at all last night, and since I was already behind from the night before, I'm now two days behind. Ouch. I'll do my best to catch up, a chunk at a time, but it'll likely take a while.

I woke up this morning around 7:30AM, still in need of much more sleep, doing a quick round of token management, and then getting out of bed to go make my superfood fire coffee, that I divied up into multiple jars of various sizes, for Neva, Sperry and Susie, and Sara. After delivering a batch of it to Sperry and Susie, and talking with them about a challenging situation that they're dealing with regarding a senior community member, working on Sperry's neck and shoulders a little (he was in a bit of pain), and then talking for a bit with Sara in the Landing, I went to take photos for this post, which I couldn't do yesterday. After that, I returned to the Flow House to write this post.

It's now just before 1PM, so a quite good time to end this post, so that I can get to my more-essential Hive tasks, hopefully catch up a bit on notifications, and then leave the Flow House in the later afternoon, to first take photos for tomorrow's iteration of this post, and then land work, which will probably be catching up on a handful of small projects and tasks that have gotten a bit backlogged. It blows my mind just how differently I feel, and how hugely my life and my experiences with women have transformed in such a ridiculously short time. Even with little sleep, I feel glorious. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness, and do regular integral practices. 

3.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again. 

4.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

5.) Continue my work with Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, Bastyon, and other sovereignty-driven technologies, as well as learn relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute. 

6.) Get regular healing sessions with women flowing again. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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