I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

It's a rainy Sunday morning here in the jungle, as I sit wrapped in a cozy blanket up at the Flow House, coming here once again to share my thoughts, feelings, and what's resonating in my heart. As I've been attempting to describe and explain in these posts over the last week, the process of me healing my broken heart went into an immensely accelerated stage, and I seem to be on the other side of it now. For the first time all week I actually slept very well last night, after thankfully successfully catching up fully on my Hive notifications (I was two days behind). With a seemingly almost-entirely healed heart, and a lot of wondeful sleep last night, I feel glorious this morning.

For the last few posts I've been expressing that I wanted to revisit and update my 2024 Life Goals, and this morning that's exactly what I did. Since I'll be talking about these goals, for this post I'll move them from the bottom of my post to right here. I separated one combined goal, and I updated and tweaked some, and I added two new ones. This new expression of my goals for this year is a little edgy for me, especially posted here, but it's what's alive and real for me.

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart and embody a solid, healthy masculine. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular integral practices again. 

4.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again. 

5.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

6.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

7.) Get regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions with women flowing again.

8.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent, mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth, care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, joy, playfulness, work, attraction, all-level connections, and relationships. 

9.) Make love with the women that I love every day.

As it stands today, I've made quite good progress on several of these goals, and it's only March, which does give me a good feeling of accomplishment. Some, where I've made less progress, do certainly need more focus, energy, and work. I want to go down the list a bit, to talk about, evaluate, and clarify this new iteration of these yearly goals.

1.) Heal my broken heart and embody a solid, healthy masculine.

This one was going somewhat slowly and irregularly, but which had a massive leap forward in the last week. I added in the part about embodying a solid, healthy masculine, as to me that is an essential component of fully healing my heart. That, too, has grounded in me much more fully, and it shows very notably in my interactions, connections, and relationships with the women here at GaiaYoga Gardens.

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness.

This one and the next one were part of the same goal that I separated, to give more fine-tuned clarity. This goal is still very much in process, though strong movement has been made toward its realization, with me beginning to spend time with people, opening to deeper and more intimate human connections, and me starting to attend community events again, too.

3.) Do regular integral practices again.

As just mentioned, this one was separated from the one above, to be able to give it more needed focus and energy. So far I have not made very much progress on this goal yet.

4.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

While I have made some good progress here, much more is necessary, and it also needs to be more consistent and regular. One side of my nursery is looking much better, but there is much more to do. Thankfully a few of my goddess friends have have expressed interest in assisting me in this process.

5.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again.

Although I haven't gotten to the place yet where I'm doing it regularly, I have been preparing batches of my magical medicinal tea blends more often, which feels really good. More people are also wanting me to make more, and some goddess friends want to help me collect and prepare it, so I think it will become an ever-more consistent and regular practice.

6.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon.

I haven't made any progress at all on this one yet, sadly. The goals that focused on healing and rebalancing definitely took priority over this, but I do get the feeling that I'll get to it at some point soon.

7.) Get regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions with women flowing again.

This goal has been a resounding success as of today, with my sessions exploding, and me giving multiple sessions per week, which is brilliant. As I work with more of the goddesses here at GaiaYoga Gardens, more are expressing desire to receive sessions from me, which is exactly as it should flow.

8.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent, mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth, care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, joy, play, work, attraction, all-level connections, and relationships.

This is one of the new goals that I felt called go add, and for which my heart is most longing. I'll likely tweak the wording, but the basic idea is clearly expressed. To me this is next-level human dynamics that I've experienced in small bits, here and there, and that I want to embody and ground fully in my daily life.

9.) Make love with the women that I love every day.

This goal is the second new one, and definitely the most edgy for me to express here. I have very deep love, care, respect, reverence, attraction, and work with the feminine and its expression in the many goddesses that I know, and the dance of the Masculine and the Feminine is the most fulfilling and exquisite dance in existence to me. So when I say 'make love', I mean in all contexts and domains, which certainly does encompass the erotic, sexual, and romantic aspects as well, if energy naturally flows in that direction. I express my immense love, devotion, and desire to help heal women to wholeness in everything that I do, always. Making love can be one of the most exquisite, connecting, healing, and joyful practices that humans experience, and I want it fully grounded and flowing in my own life and in the lives of the goddess with whom I share connection and relationship. This goal is just beginning to unfold in a lovely and sweet way, for which I am very grateful. This goal also feels like a next-level dynamic.

So there you have it, the new version of my 2024 Life Goals, along with some evaluation and explanation. They're not your typical goals, but I'm not you're typical human. Keeping these goals at the bottom of these posts, where I see them every day, is a powerful manifestation practice, from what I've seen and experienced, so I plan to continue doing so. I've lived outside, or on the edge, of the 'norm', most of my life, and in various ways, and in doing so I've learned that I can create my life as I want it, on my own terms, which is absolutely priceless to me.

Yesterday, Saturday, after leaving the Flow House when I got my essential Hive tasks done, I focused on photography for this post, straining out two batches of kefir for my kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao blend (two batches because more people are wanting it - Zai asked for some this time). Once photo taking and kefir were done, I worked on multiple smaller backlogged projects and tasks, which I wrapped up by around 5PM, so that I could head back to the Flow House to devote a good chunk of time to catching up fully on my two-day-behind notifications. Super thankfully I was able to get full caught up a little before 11PM, and after a quick round of token management, I went to bed, as I very much needed a good sleep after almost a week of not sleeping well or getting enough sleep. I woke up this morning feeling fantastic, I did a round of token management, then I got out of bed to go make my superfood fire coffee (which I divied up and delivered to Neva, Sara, and Sperry and Susie).

I was invited to go to an ecstatic dance last night, and to go out for Sunday Funday today, but for the moment I declined, because I really needed to catch up on my notifications, I was super tired, and I need to trim and streamline my Sunday Weekly Hive Goals and Progress Update posts, to make it possible for me to go out on Sundays moving forward. It's really lovely to be imvited by different people to go out to do fun things, even if I don't accept yet. The sweet conversations, connections, hugs, and touch that I shared with three radiant goddeses this morning also touched my heart deeply.

It's now just after 12:30PM, so a marvelous time to end this post, so that I can get to my essential Hive tasks, go over and decide how to downsize and streamline my Sunday Weekly Hive Goals and Progress Update (as well as write it), take photos for tomorrow's incarnation of this post, strain out and blend kefir, and do a thorough round of token management. I appreciate you all so very much! Until that post tonight, and the next iteration of this post tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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