I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

So much about bringing beautiful experiences into our lives is being willing and open to the possibility of them coming into our lives, in other words, not blocking them. I realize that so many times in the past I would discount the possibility of something lovely, and thereby close myself to it, blocking it from entering my experience. Even when we're in the midst of challenging mental-emotional times, being open and hopeful to potentially positive experiences, and then taking these brilliant unexpected opportunities when they do present themselves, is what opens the door to something far better than what we presently may know.

Being open to possibilities means not rejecting myself because I think that I don't measure up or am not in some way good enough, and therefor closing myself off from the very things that I want. Rejecting myself before I allowed a woman to reject me was a go-to strategy to not get my heart smashed, but doing so closes both myself and women off from some potentially very beautiful interactions, connections, and relationships. Having the courage to keep my heart open, even when I want to close it, shut down, and run away, is the path through this. I need to learn to become OK with, and even unperturbed, unaffected, and impervious to rejection. That's a big one, and something that is not exactly easy to do.

Loving, accepting, and appreciating myself, having indomitable confidence and believing in myself completely, and basically being so solid and secure within myself that rejection doesn't even phase me, like water off a duck's back. That is the magical and mythical place and state that I seek to fully embody. I want my heart 💚 sun ☀ to shine fully, radiating and flowing its loving and vitalizing masculine electric fire, regardless of whether people are able to appreciate it, or me, or not.

In yesterday's post I mentioned that Neva had gotten in touch with me, feeling called to connect with me, with the inspiration to go on a plant walk with me, and to do some sort of energy practice. She originally sent me a text, and then talked with me face to face, as I appeared in the Landing trying to resolve our internet issues. I told her that her ideas sounded lovely, and that I'd be free as soon as I got my Hive post published, and a few important Hive tasks done. I finished just around 1:30PM, and I met up with Neva just after that. I knew that she had an interest in the tarot, so I asked her if she would do a reading for me, to which she readily agreed. We walked to the other side of the property, to Ano's new music studio, which was still under construction, to do the reading there. The cards that she drew, and the reading that she gave, was quite spot on and insightful, and gave more clarity to this process that I'm presently experiencing.

After the reading, we started our plant walk, where I introduced her to various edible and medicinal plants, and in a very engaging way through touch, taste, and smell, as well as information on important aspects about each plant. In the process I gave her a tour of the plants in the fence garden and in my nursery. It was an enjoyable time for both of us.

When her mind was full of new plant information, we moved into a naked practice of energy expercises and yogic movements in the sun on the Peanut Lawn, to bring it back to the body. At first I was going to lead her through my own practices, but she had the idea of going back and forth, where we each took turns leading each other in a movement. This was something that we both really love, as it was more interactive, engaging, and we also both learned new movements of techniques that we didn't previously know, which was super cool. Once we finished our movement practice, we layed on the trampoline for a while, sunbathing and sharing lovely conversation. We both loved the naked energy movement practices outside in the sun so much that we wanted to make them a more regular thing, so we decided to start with meeting up two days per week (this week on Wednesday and Saturday), with the possibility of adding a third day one the Immersion classes (that she was taking) were over.

After our time together came to and end for the day, I strained out kefir for my kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao blend, and took photos for this post, before making food for myself, and finally returning to the Flow House to jump into my Hive tasks and catching up fully on my notifications. Thankfully I finished all that by just after 9:30PM, at which point I put my focus on My 94th Sunday Weekly Hive Goals and Progress Update: 3/3 Weekly Goals Exceeded, and 6,500 HP This Week! post, which unfortunately I couldn't finish or publish last night due to severe issues with the mobile network that we use for internet, which was almost completely unusable all day yesterday. Thankfully by this morning it was working smoothly and as it should once again, which is when I finally finished writing, and then published that post. I decided not to try to fight what was happening with the internet difficulties, and just go to sleep instead, just after 11PM, which was a good idea. I got some sleep again, but I still felt like I needed more by sunrise, which has become a rather common experience as of late. I finally began a round of token management around 6:30AM, then I finished writing and I published my Hive Goals and Progress Update, and I started on this post, before finally getting out of bed around 8AM to go make my superfood fire coffee.

It's now just after 1PM, on thankfully a warm and sunny Monday, so it's a marvelous time to end this post, so that I can get to my essential Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House, to go focus on some land work. Thankfully I already took all the photos for tomorrow's version of this post. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart and embody a solid, healthy masculine. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular integral practices again. 

4.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again. 

5.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

6.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

7.) Get regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions with women flowing again.

8.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent, mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth, care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, joy, playfulness, work, attraction, all-level connections, and relationships. 

9.) Make love with the women that I love every day.

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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