I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

Why am I so very different from the vast majority of people on Earth?

I've wondered and asked myself this question all my life. Honestly, for most of my time on earth I've felt like an alien when compared to almost every other individual that I've ever met, so radically different has been my experience much of the time. This isn't just in one area of life either, but rather across most domains. Yes, everyone is different and unique from everyone else, but I'm talking really different. Most people who have gotten to know me in any authentic, close, or deep way, would agree. Why is this the case? Good question.

My main challenge with thinking, seeing, feeling, and experiencing everything in the ways that I do is that it can often be very lonely. Whatever it is that I am, there are very few like me. I've been longing for and seeking what I call my soul tribe for much of my life, and while I've shared some exquisite connections and relationships with people, usually women, I have never felt completely seen or understood by anyone. I'm exceedingly multifaceted, multidimensional, and multifarious, with my hand in many cookie jars, my feet in many ponds, and a world-bridging, transcendent perspective that many can barely grasp.

So yeah, I spend a lot of time alone, especially lately, even though I live in an intentional community, and a great many people, both here and elsewhere, do deeply appreciate and love me. The thing is, most people barely understand even a fraction of what it is the I do, or why I do it. It's very paradoxical indeed. I need all my multitudinous levels and aspects to be met and engaged fully, and that sadly very rarely occurs. As such, so many people bore me to tears, as they feel so ridiculously one-dimensional (maybe two or three dimensional, sometimes) to me. I feel sadness around this, became more than anything I want to share deeply, and to co-create.

So while I have had beautiful friendships and romantic male-female relationships, my life has very often been quite a solitary and lonely path. Where are the others like me? Are we all scattered, here and there, across the world? I will say that I've felt like I'm here on earth for a very important mission since I was a child. What is that mission? To help awaken, heal, liberate, and empower humanity, and destroy the satanic slave system. When I say that I'm here for The Great Awakening, I'm not joking. I mean it quite literally.

Upon leaving the Flow House yesterday, Tuesday, a little after 2:30PM, I put my focus first (as I usually do) on straining out and blending kefir (kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao). I had intended to take photos for these posts too, however, the gray, overcast sky made that not very inspiring, so I just went to do some land work instead. I did a good round of machete clearly along the second driveway, near the Flow House. I got a lot done, though I wasn't able to finish completely. I'll likely get back to it either today or tomorrow. After finishing work, I took a shower and made myself some food, then, just before I went back up to the to the Flow House for the evening, I ended up taking notes for Ano on the parts needed to get the new hot-water heater at the Landing functioning. Once I was done with that, I collected the food I had just made, and my leftover superfood fire coffee, from the Landing, then I made my way back to the Flow House, for my evening round of Hive tasks and catching up on my notifications. Before I started with that, I powered up some HIVE for HPUD, then wrote about it in my May 1st HPUD - Hive Power Up Day - 15.782 HIVE Powered Up! post. While I did get very close (within 2 hours) of being fully caught up on my notifications, I wasn't able to finish completely, before I had to go to sleep. I went to bed just before 11PM, and unfortunately not sleeping very well, waking up a little after 4AM. I did some token management, then I tried to get back to sleep, to no avail. I finally got out of bed a bit before 8AM, after beginning on this post, to go make my superfood fire coffee.

It's now just after 1:15AM, so an excellent time to end this post, so that I can get to a few important Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House later in the afternoon, to first focus on straining out and blending kefir, taking more photos for these posts (I thankfully already took some in the morning), and then land work. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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Signature image created by @doze, and the dividers made by @thepeakstudio, with all tweaked to their present form by me.